Month: February 2019

Let me assume that you’ve already read my previous blogs and got to know how hard my creative journey was and how I was forced to make the final video in two days.

The thing I liked about it is that I managed to put my three collections and the connections between them in it with the main idea of seeing (not sure if it worked well enough though) and I’m quite proud of the idea of using an electric voice (I made this using the speech function of my iPhone). 

I’ve been doing something very narrative in the previous projects, although I know that it’s very good practice for the pathway I choose, I just really wanted to make something different. So this outcome, which is kind of like a monologue is a breakthrough for myself in some way. I didn’t carry on the idea of brainwashing therapist but I didn’t waste all the footages I took with my friend Anna either, so that’s not bad either.

But that doesn’t mean I’m satisfied with this outcome. Actually, I’m not satisfied at all! Because of my bad planning and the waste of time, I had only two days to make a video from the beginning wrong developing a complete idea. I managed to do it but I didn’t mean that is good enough. Even for me there are still a lot of places which doesn’t really make sense!

Also, the footages I put into the video are not all from me, many of them are from the Internet which I don’t even know if it is OK to use because of the copyright problem. Also, the footage I put into the video are very repetitive because I just didn’t have enough time to think of another way to visualise the idea.

 

(I actually stole the idea of using Google earth from others but it worked well haha)

I actually used the idea that I thought of when having the CTS class on the Thursday before the deadline inspired by Ellsworth Kelly, something I said I will only explore if I have more time. I just finished the storyboard in a hurry and I don’t have enough brain cells to think any further. So let’s just end here and I really wish I can have a better plan and finish my work step by step firmly when it comes to the next project.

(Wish the lovely face of Anna/Manita will make your day XD)

My creative journey of this project is actually the most intense one of the three projects I have done. I started quite smoothly with my three collections and I thought my collections are the best among other students, they are very special, very interesting… However, when I try to build the connection between them I just went totally stuck (OK friendly notice, the word ‘stuck’ Is going to appear in this blog for many times).

In the first few weeks I struggled for creating images out of my three collections, because the three collections are just so different from one another, but I made it by choosing some elements from each collections and put them together in an unexpected way, and that worked quite well,

helping me get the idea of seeing(actually the idea of seeing also came from the show that I was watching, Daredevil)

After that I did some secondary research towards blindness and the idea of other ways of seeing with the help of Trudi, I also managed to came up with three different ideas of my final outcome.

Up to then, the situation was quite positive. But then I just went totally stuck again about how to visualise the three ideas, or at least one of them. I spent several evenings putting all kinds of materials in front of my camera and tried to create unusual images. I made quite a lot of cool videos but they are kind of just the same thing and I didn’t know how to develop from them.

Luckily my great skill of using Premiere helped and I made a very cool video of abstract lights and shadows using the footages I took.

But the problem is although it looked cool, it didn’t say anything or express any idea. So I tried to put the idea of ‘The things you see affects the things you dreamed of’ in this cool video. However it was not that exciting anymore and it was too empty for the two minutes video (when I only had 10 seconds during the first project I was dreaming all day to have a two minutes limits, but when I finally have it I feel it’s so long that I don’t really have enough thing to put in).

After talking to Trudi again, I decided to made this video more narrative With a more complete story line, so I went into the photography studio on the Thursday before the deadline and made a video of a therapist who is trying to brainwash another girl (don’t know how I came up with this idea and how I linked this idea to my three collections!!! I kind of wasted a whole day doing the shooting that didn’t even fit my theme! )

I spend the whole day on the Friday before the deadline trying to put the footages of the girl dreaming and the footages of therapist together but I just looked so weird that I didn’t even have the courage to show it to the teacher and that actually stressed me out.

But then in the evening I just suddenly remembered this song from Oasis which is called She’s electric. I thought since I’ve been exploring the idea of other ways to see, why don’t I just turn myself into another being, What I will see being electric? What I will see with the ability of accessing all the information on the Internet only with an electric mind which is different from human mind?

I spent a lot of time thinking about how people’s sights are limited by their knowing, and how people are deceived by all the commercials and propaganda (which connected to my collections) but I’ve never thought about what it will be like if I can see all the facts, if I can see everything objectively. And that’s what I eventually put into the video.

The three collections that I have are candy boxes for physical objects, drawings of my dreams, and a series of photography of Chinese political propaganda.

What’s funny is that I didn’t make any effort to collect 25 candy boxes. I’ve already had over 50 of them since I am so in love with this kind of candy. In fact, I didn’t even notice that I was collecting them I just don’t want to throw them away because they look so cute. So I am so glad that I can actually make use of them.

For the drawings part I was determined that I want to collect my dreams because a lot of my inspirations came from my dreams. They are sometimes so absurd that I don’t even know why I would have them, and most of the time they surprised me by all those amazing ideas and I feel it’s such a waste that I don’t record them and use them for my future work. But the process of recording them was actually quite hard because sometimes you just can’t remember them after you wake up, or don’t know how to visualize them with drawings. So during the winter holiday I spent a lot of time sitting on my bed trying to remember what I just dreamed of.

I didn’t want to collect political propaganda at the beginning, but it was the anniversary of the establishment of my province so I could see them everywhere when I was back at home so I was thinking, why not just photograph them and use it for my collection project for they are all in the same style which is quite different from the commercials. The funny thing is that I saw them everywhere when I didn’t want to see them but when I needed to photograph them I realised that there’s not that much of them and it’s kind of hard to find 25 different pieces of them!

I didn’t think of any connections between my three collections. They are so different from one another and I was looking forward to seeing what kind of links I can build.

One of the comments on the Douban website about Marvel’s TV series Daredevil, says it’s “such a heart-breaking story that the hero is either being beaten or on the way to be beaten.” As a superhero show, Daredevil not only comes with a hero who doesn’t really possess an impressive superpower, but also spends a lot of time on Matt Murdock, the human side of Daredevil. When Matt’s best friend Foggy finds out Matt is the Daredevil, the episode is full of Matt and Foggy’s conversation about how to keep their friendship and their career going. Daredevil, Matt, sits on the couch in pajamas, his blind eyes look so blank and helpless without glasses, filled with tears because he might lose his only friend. This may not sound exciting for a superhero show, but somehow this show is rated 8.7/10 on IMDb, nominated for 5 Emmys, with a lot of comments saying “it’s one of the best superhero shows ever.”

 

We tend to believe the reason why people like superhero stories is that they like to see villains getting beaten by the heroes with their amazing powers, but as we can see, the images of superhero have been evolving after they were first created in the 1930s. From mythological heroes like Superman and Wonder Woman, to nationalist heroes like Captain America, which was deployed by government and western media commentators (Jason Dittmer, 2013), then we welcomed the “silver age” of superhero comics. After Frank Miller, who later created Batman: The Dark Knight Return while Alan Moore was producing Watchmen, became the series writer of Daredevil in 1981, he gave the stories more psychological and dramatic force by depicting a more realistic world than simpler tales of past comics and by giving the readers characters with recognisable flaws (Peter Sanderson, 1996), which heavily influenced the image of Daredevil we see in today’s comics as well as in the TV series. The portrait of Daredevil as a true to life human instead of a god-like hero with a cape floating in the sky in the show built the strong connection between the audiences and the character, and the emotions bursts out at the end of Season 3, when Daredevil finally beat the villain Kingpin to the ground. He shouted at Kingpin, lifting his mask and stared at the villain with his blind eyes that can’t even focus, saying ‘I beat you’, so desperately that as if he’s the one who lost because this battle has cost his lover, his friends and his life. There’s no cool visual effects, no exciting music, he wasn’t even wearing the Daredevil suit, but the scene is way more powerful than most heroic triumphs. Hence, we can see superheroes are not only adolescent wish fulfillment, but also spread beyond comics to be taken up by popular culture more generally as the exemplar of justice, (Jason, Bainbridge, 2009) with the characters being created with more depth and realism in contemporary media.

 

The opportunity of building a complete and authentic character comes from the form of TV series. Stan Lee once said (Lee and Mair, 2003), one of the best rules of thumb was, create the kind of characters that work well in a dramatic television series. And that obviously works in reverse. Without the limit of time, the creators got to put every character in detail as in the original comics, thereby forcing them to struggle against their own flaws and passions as well as external adversaries (Peter Sanderson, 1996). More and more comics are made into TV shows today, not just Daredevil, other shows like Preacher, Marvel’s Legion also stand out as award winning creative works. With the increasing popularity of online TV platforms like Netflix, I believe the chance for us to see more compelling superheroes stories will increase in the future.

 

 

 

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Philadelphia, Pennsylvania: Temple University Press

 

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London: Virgin